Blood Draw

Had my blood draw today.

I have a really good vein on my right arm...but of course this woman always insists on using my left arm...and bruises me every time!!!!!!!!!!!!

Good Day

I had a great day. Work was good... got a new project going... working on some old ones.

Ran a ton of errands..and got everyone that I needed to done while hanging out with a friend.

Had Bootcamp today at the gym... it kicked my but... my muscles are going to have a love/hate relationship with me tom.

Had our young marrieds group....

Worked some more on the pantry... now I am tooooo tired to think about how many more tubs I need for our food that I stopped for the night.

Having some cramps tonight... Trying not to over think it...

So I'll go to bed.

:) Good Night!

Project Pantry

Well I haven't started painting yet...

But I started Project Pantry. Last year we added onto our house, so that we could have a pantry and larger laundry room. Well with people living with us for the past year... it has become.. the junk room.. whatever doesn't fit somewhere else... put it in there. Well not any longer. I have started a new project to try and get our misc. items a home. I bought a bunch of matching plastic bins with lids on them... got a label maker and completed one section yesterday. So all my Serving Dishes, Martini Glasses, Misc Party stuff are all labeled and look sooo much better in their home. Not to mention... they will be dust free next time I have to use them... so I don't have to keep rewashing things every time I get them out of the pantry. Next mission... I need to get more bins to match.... before they run out for the other side.... then organize the food area... That's going to be a challenge... but I can't wait for that to be all organized :)

Woohoo...

Feeling a little stressed and irritable...don't know why... just hormonal.

Need to keep pushing through and work on more projects! :)

Goal: Everything needs a home in my house.... No more just randomly putting things in random places.... :) Let's see how I do.

exhausting week

well it's been a pretty exhausting couple of weeks. Dad had a heart cath and it went Well.. Praise God. Now he is ok to go on our vacation... TWO WEEKS! I have soooo much to do to get ready! Now it's a two week waiting period to check to see if we have a baby. We really want to make a plane ticket for baby if we are and give it to my parents before we leave on our vacation. :D that would be awesome!!!! If not.. then maybe the holidays... we will see.

Update

My dad's heart Cath is scheduled for Monday morning.

Reality

This week had a real reality check for me. Found out my dad had a mini heart attack, but didn't know it. He now needs to go get a heart cath. It makes me so nervous, anxious, sad, mad.. lots of emotions. I just don't like the fact that parents have to get older. And it makes me think even more, I want my children to be able to play with their grandparents...so I wish things would speed up a little bit. But then I thought this week has also brought my parents and my relationship to a whole new level... just wish it didn't have to be this way. Please pray for safety and success during the procedure. And for peace for the whole family. I don't know yet when it is going to take place. It also may conflict with our vacation. But the Lord knows best. It broke my heart though, yesterday my Dad called and said will you call the doctor and see if he can hurry the procedure up so we can still go on our vacation : ( .... He wants to go so bad! So maybe pray that he will be able to get in to the doctor a little sooner. :)

One day at a time

Well tomorrow I take my last pill for this cycle. Haven't written much since I am trying to keep myself busy and not thinking too much about babies.. although it's all around me.

Found out one of my co-workers' wife also has P.C.O.S. She found out today that she wasn't prego. I totally could empathize when he told me she was pretty depressed. They have been trying for 3 years. And he just kept saying, I don't know what to do, I don't know what to do. :( Made me so sad, there really isn't much you can say to someone going through it, other than, your not alone and I'll pray for you.

On the flip side, tonight I am going to a ladies Bunco night! I am sooo excited! It should be a lot of fun~

Well I'm off to make french bread. Never made it before, so I thought I would give it a try and see if I could do this more often once I get my kitchen aide mixer that I am saving up for... :)

Buddy Buddy with the Doc

Got a call back from the doc today. Blood test came back and revealed what I already knew.... but there was still that.. what if.... ;)

But nice thing is... I can start the Clomid right on Saturday now. So that went by a lot quicker to get started on it.

What will keep us busy in the mean time...

-I went and got my hair done today. (haven't gotten it highlighted in years)

-Have my ten year high school reunion on Saturday.

-Have Harvest Festival at Church at the end of the Month

- Hosting a Halloween Party at our house

-Starting new small groups

-Getting ready for our big vacation

-Going to do a boot camp at the gym

-going to paint our house.

and I'm sure there is so much more.

Going to go spend time with my hubs now. Night All. Saying a little prayer for you all.

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Right timing?

Funny how things work.

I went and got my blood work done yesterday...

and was supposed to get the results today.

Well I spent all day praying yesterday and then came home and had the worst headache I have ever had, so i went to bed really early.

So then I woke up and prayed again, went to the bathroom, and I had some spotting. So I still thought well... this could go either way.

So I went to work and the spotting got heavier. So I pretty much welcomed Auntie Flow.

Funny story for the day:

So I decided to tell hubby, so I text him this exact text:

Spotting got heavier

About ten minutes later I got a text back that said,

You got the wrong guy.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

---- I accidently typed in a 3 instead of a 6.

Poor guy, I hope his lady friend doesn't think he is being cheated on!

So... I pretty much am not as sad as I thought I would be. Hubs and I are going on vacation next month and I really didn't want to be sick on the plane, so maybe next month. :)

I know that my attitude isn't a co-incidence. Thanks for the peace you have given me Lord!

How much more you want to bless me Lord!

I keep thinking that the Lord is going to bless us in his time.

And while I know it's true... someone, who is not worthy of mentioning his name... wants to put thoughts in my head "Well if a child is a blessing from God, why isn't he blessing you!?!"

And I know in my hearts of hearts and in the name and power of my Lord and Savior,

that this blessing is going to be so worth the wait.

And how much more Lord you want to bless me, more than I can even imagine or fathom.

You will fill our hearts, lips, souls with laughter, joy, dancing, and praise ever more... even in the waiting.

I DON'T KNOW!!!!!!!!!!

Going in on Monday. Up till today, I've been convincing myself that I am pregnant while "trying not to get my hopes up"...ya right!

Why I convinced myself you ask?

-constipation

-killer boobs...not killer hot, although my husband would beg to differ, but killer...they are murdering me!

-cramps!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

-my pants are getting tighter.....for this I say I better be pregnant!

-I am soo irritable... I have been close to riping peoples heads off a number of times.. for just saying "hello how are you"? I am a female dog.... you can figure that out can't you ?

-Chicken has been tasting really funny to me

-Shrimp has tasted sooo good... I'm not a big shrimp person

-I get full a lot quicker.. but I get hungry really quick

- Peeing a little more than usual

-I have been having a minor head cold

So I thought I was,

but then I found out my friend had a lot of similar symptoms this month and she got her period... so now I really am not getting my hopes up!