Reality

This week had a real reality check for me. Found out my dad had a mini heart attack, but didn't know it. He now needs to go get a heart cath. It makes me so nervous, anxious, sad, mad.. lots of emotions. I just don't like the fact that parents have to get older. And it makes me think even more, I want my children to be able to play with their grandparents...so I wish things would speed up a little bit. But then I thought this week has also brought my parents and my relationship to a whole new level... just wish it didn't have to be this way. Please pray for safety and success during the procedure. And for peace for the whole family. I don't know yet when it is going to take place. It also may conflict with our vacation. But the Lord knows best. It broke my heart though, yesterday my Dad called and said will you call the doctor and see if he can hurry the procedure up so we can still go on our vacation : ( .... He wants to go so bad! So maybe pray that he will be able to get in to the doctor a little sooner. :)