Day 13

Today is day 13 on the Cl calendar. 11 days till my proesterone blood draw... and 20 days till a pregnancy blood test... ohhhh my how the time is going by soooo slow right now. lol I thought it was going to go by so quickly because it's a busy month... but it's not :( I'm sure once I'm out of this month I will look back and remember and think how fast it actually went. But when ur anxious it seems like your patience is tested as well as your emotions. Todays lesson, or this seasons lesson (one of many)... don't let your emotions control or take over what you do and who you are.

I got a lot of cleaning done tonight. I moved the couches.. cleaned the baseboards, cleaned the windows, moped, dusted, laundry... I think I am nesting a bit...lol.... I hope I stay this motivated to get that much done all the time. :) Wishful thinking.

Two other of my closest friends are trying to have babies right now. We are praying that it happens at the same time.. Wouldn't that be just so ideal? We were talking about it tonight and one of their husbands said that's all we talk about... it's true it is. But there is nothing wrong with praying with confidence :). Just need to be open to the idea that my plan may not be the Lords.

But I really hope it is ;).

Feeling pretty tired not... going to go have some tea and go night night. Love you all!